Ay
Look up see the stars
Through my eyes
The milky way
Wraps round our waist
Drinking fast
So the sky is on our lips
But its worth more
Than i can taste
But its worth more
Than i can taste
Fingers feeling numb
While we love each other drunk
Ay
Trust me my feelings
Have Never been misplaced
I had wall but now i let you in
Like future
Took my Mask off
So You could see my face
Ey
Freckles drawing artistic outlines
Of an angel
These are the glory days
These are the glory days
I was saving the love
And the hugs
For a rainy day
But now you asked
For a rain check
And now Im getting f*ckin brain
Yeah
Thoughts were slowly poisoning Myself
Surely i was turning insane
I had no vice to numb
Except
Whiskey coke and some ice
To eradicate the strain
I thought i was losing my mind
When shooting stars
Passed my window
Before looking back at me
And telling me to have a nice day
I wish for peace and serenity
Take me with you
When you Rejoin
The f*cking galaxy
I used to want a nice wife
And decent salary
Now im realizing im too broken
For anyone to want to marry me
Slowly losing will to live
And friends and family
Are vanishing
I used to drift into deep sleep
Dream of another world
Now all i see is the black
Why did i stop imagining
A new world where i was whole
Happy Needed and
Living f*cking lavishly
But in reality
No one cares enough
To check on me
Why did they stop asking me
Broker than broke
I had to decide
Whether i have lighting
Or a full belly
Now ive learned to start Rationing
Been making art
Ill only drop what i love
Wont post anything
I dont Find passion in
Its as close to intimate
As ive had in a while
But in reality i need a kiss
Yeah Something passionate
But when i get sad i get bad
And i look around this room
And i start f*cking trashing it
Ay yeah
Shit im running out of time
At this point im lucky that People
Listen to my music
And feel my emotion
Cant have any distractions
When im in the booth
Please stop because im zoning
Life has been unkind
To my unknowingly fragile heart
Now they ask why im frozen
I had space in my mind and heart
For another
But now the space is surely Closing
Childhood was a mess
Didnt have much to be happy for
But at least im still growing
I promised yall i would stay
I promised i would stay here for yall
So at least im still growing