Wyler Adair - Changes Lyrics

Yeah, I been makin' changes
Don't know if it'll phase me
I been grindin' daily
Got no time for Mercedes
I ain't on that track no more
They tell me to go stack some more
I tell 'em I'll be back for sure
They catch me slackin' at the door
I told them I'm just tired
Waiting to be admired
But I got hip-hop wired
So back to studio to inspire
I don't know if I'm cut out for this
They tell me kiss the clout and spit
I can't say I'm about that shit
Just let me shout what I writ
I woke up feeling sad today
But codeine take the pain away
Don't want my dreams to fade away
Just look at what I made
I can no longer be impressed
'Cause I go back to being depressed
The way I'm feeling got me pressed
It makes me feel more like a guest
Who woulda guessed this would happen
When I walked out the house before
And I saw that you were yapping
I came over to greet you
Say it's nice to meet you
But you didn't want any of it
'Cause my words are too lethal
I know these words can do damage
But I promise you I'll manage
So let's just not be stressin'
Let's stop the second guessing
I know that you're still messing
We need to change direction
We need to make a connection
So here is my confession
I've sinned and I'm still affected
Lord, can you hear me now?
Your sword is punctured through me now
Replenished of my sins
I needed to make amends
It was driving me round the bend
You know I strive to thrive
You know my dreams are bigger than workin' nine to five
Got Billboard in my vision
I wanna stop all the division
But I know that needs supervision
So if you and me come together
We can make a super vision
We can change the world
I know it sounds a lot
But there's a lot that can be taught
I'm using this to find myself
Spiritual help me find my wealth
I admit I question my faith
But I don't wanna feel your wraith
So reveal yourself to me
And you can see the real me
Tryna decipher reality
I know you got the f*ckin' key
I can feel your spirit
It's bouncing off these walls
But before the curtains close
I need to hear your calls
I'll answer the phone
And I won't cut you off
But you need to show me something
Or else it's your loss
I just want some proof
I got the f*ckin' pudding
But the way you run this earth
It's really off-putting
Why we gotta die
Some of us don't get to try
Some of us can't say goodbye
And we don't know why
So from here on out
I'm the realest, there's no doubt
I don't give a f*ck about the clout
I'm goin' on the scout
Tryna look for clues
Tryna find a way through
I wanna believe in you
But you make it hard to
You know I'm mentally scarred
But I need to be on my guard
So please give me a yard
And I'll make into a forest
I'll believe in you
And the belief will be cherished
I'm makin' all these changes
And I hope that they don't phase me