Lonely Video (MV)

I'm lonely
Walking blindly
Don't know what's behind me
Constantly getting declined
Constantly getting defined
But not for who I am but who I wanna be
Maybe there's a better me
Maybe there's a clever me
Maybe I won't let the haters get the best of me
Maybe all this is just a test for me
Maybe, maybe, yeah maybe
It's never just in the moment, it makes me angry
My thoughts aren't straight
What's the meaning of life? yeah
That's the thing that's keeping me alive, yeah
That's the thing that gives me any drive, yeah
Lot of insecurities in this mind, yeah
Take it back to my birth year
Before my mouth could taste a beer
Before I was working as a cashier
Before I was living in fear
Look at the change
I'm not that kid anymore
I now go around opening doors
This type of stuff you cannot ignore
I open my heart and I pour
In my mind I'm fighting a war
I can't take anymore