When I talk I lick
I wanna take a shot at myself leave my brains splattered on cement
Check my pockets
All I got is a ring and some altoid mints
It wasn't no fight this is just what I said
A statement for those who wanted me dead
I don't want a funeral
Just turn my ashes into something reusable
It's beautiful
Taking something that's so easily removable
I'm sorry for being so cynical
I've done enough to be a criminal
My minds going crazy i'll try to paint you a little visual
I'm staring at my ceiling with an old record on
While you keep my heart runnin like a goddamn marathon
My joy is gone
Or maybe it's just on vacation i don't know yet
Leaving me and a bottle of promises to keep my lips wet
I'm tired of being your puppet
But that's just want you want isn't it
To use me and abuse me like a house wife in new jersey
I'm in my own car drivin but bitch you got my f*ckin keys
Lookin' at all my friends like you used to f*ckin look at me
(Damn)
(Just wanna take a lick)
(just one lick)
(BITCH CAN I HAVE ONE LICK)
(Damn)
This ones for all those pretty lies that you told me
And this ones for f*ckin me and my other homies
This ones for all those long nights wasting my damn time
And for all the chances you tried to nickle and dime
I'll see you in hell
So I can tell you I was right
I ain't afraid of you dike
All I ever wanna do is fight
I'm debating on taking my own life
But what good would that do
You wouldn't even cry because I never really knew you