I awoke my mind intact
And my heart still beating in my chest
Never thought I'd be presented with your final rest
I feel a heaviness inside of me
And now this void became my tomb
I feel condemned
Trapped inside this dead and damaged vessel
My skin crawls at the thought of our condition
Sentence me out of this life
Time slips away withers then decays
My only escape is my sleep
Your body will burn and kept inside a vessel
May the ashes of your flesh fall to blanket all my skin
The madness consumes me
Lobotomize my mind
Blood boils through my veins
My heart convulses in my chest
I'm overwhelmed with the impulse of violence
Obsessing over your silence
I can't explain this madness
The closer I feel the more push it all away
Am I f*cking psychotic
Or a maddened sociopath
I can't erase there's no soul to replace
I can't escape just stuck in this cold dead space
Perish, I must perish thus and not otherwise shall I be lost
I dread the future events not in themselves but in their results
I shutter at the thought of any incident
Which can operate upon this intolerable agitation of my soul