Nightmares
Choke, rot
Stab, tear
Bleed, gone
You know I always try to
Tell myself
Maybe it's not so bad
You'll get over it
I'm so f*cking sorry
Sorry all the time
No you're f*cking not
You will never make it
Through this
This is who you are
Don't f*cking make excuses
Someone that's supposed
To be an idol
Never near
Waste your f*cking life
Then tell yourself you really
Care
No you don't
I swear to god I'll pull this trigger
I can wither
Then I'll
Stitch my wound
Get me out
Waiting
Always waiting
Waiting
Never
Doing
Maybe it's
Not so bad