xaanyy - Handle Lyrics

I thought I was over it
I wasn't really close to it
It's burning like a candle lit
I don't know how to handle it
Now I'm stuck in my abyss
I'm trapped in all my memories
It's burning like a candle lit
Don't know how to handle it
Time is running out oh
Like sand in a glass oh
Reminisce the past oh
Pull me like a lasso
Now I'm high I'm high again
Back then I was innocent
Now I'm spending my last cents
To get high feel good again
You put my heart in a bag
Now you gotta understand
I don't wanna love again
No I don't wanna love again
I thought I was over it
I wasn't really close to it
It's burning like a candle lit
I don't know how to handle it
Now I'm stuck in my abyss
I'm trapped in all my memories
It's burning like a candle lit
Don't know how to handle it
Can I get through this on my own
I've been here for way too long
Maybe I'm already way too gone
I still wonder what went wrong
I wonder what's wrong
Is there something wrong with me
You say I'm way too gone
Yea I know it's sad to see
I wonder what's wrong
Is there something wrong with me
Was it all true love
Or was it just fantasy
I thought I was over it
I wasn't really close to it
It's burning like a candle lit
I don't know how to handle it
Now I'm stuck in my abyss
I'm trapped in all my memories
It's burning like a candle lit
Don't know how to handle it