xaanyy - My way back home Lyrics

Like I don't even wanna know
Like I don't even wanna go
Like I don't even wanna know
Like I don't even wanna go
Just tell me why you did me bad, tho
Just tell me and I won't get mad, ho
Like how could it end like that, whoa
And now I've been off these meds, oh
Like how could it end like this, tho
Like how it turned to shit, whoa
I've been feeling lost, now
Looking for my lost soul
Now I'm thinking back on the time we had
Like it wasn't bad, like matter of fact it was the best
Now I gotta rest, hurt in my chest
Lovesick and panic attacks
And baddies on deck, and baggies of pack
Lot of things going on I need some rest
Just take me back, just take me back
To the times we had
Now I gotta let go, let her go and let her hoe
But why you left me cold, yeah so cold that my tears froze
Let her go just let her hoe
But that girl still got my soul
And now I don't even know
How to find my way back home
Now I gotta let go, let her go and let her hoe
But why you left me cold, yeah so cold that my tears froze
Let her go just let her hoe
But that girl still got my soul
And now I don't even know
How to find my way back home
But hey, at least I got a story to tell
Hundreds of emotions that I felt
Numb it with a pill, chasing a thrill
This ain't no wound 'cause yea I got killed
Yeah, I really thought you'd be my wife
Naive gotta think twice
Had to cut you off before you ruined my life
Partying with other guys, who's the problem you or I?
No love came from your side
So I had to back out think twice
So I had to black out drink wine
Devil looking pretty with a nice smile
Missing you turn back time, when there was no fake smile
You said it's okay but you knew it right?
Now I try to do it right
Only lost you once, learned the lesson twice
Looking for a third time, love an invisible force right
Tear apart of course right?
I don't wanna be the 4th guy
Don't wanna be the 5th time
A hoe gon' be a hoe but of course right
Now I gotta let go, let her go and let her hoe
But why you left me cold, yeah so cold that my tears froze
Let her go just let her hoe
But that girl still got my soul
And now I don't even know
How to find my way back home
I wish I could turn back time, whoa
I wish I could make you mine, whoa
I wish I could turn back time, whoa
I wish I could try one more time, whoa
I wish I could turn back time, whoa
I wish I could make you mine, whoa
I wish I could turn back time, whoa
I wish I could try one more time, whoa