(You get on my nerves)
Trying so hard
To cover the part of myself
That's yelling for help, wanting more out
Of these worldly desires
Stereotype fire burning me dry
Feeling like I'm trapped stored away
The wrong version of me on display
I want the real me
The one that's not conformed
To everyone's lies
Do I really want this war?
Battling with inner demons
Do I really want this path?
All these emotions feeling trapped
Man, I'm trying so hard
Man I'm trying so hard
Man, I'm trying so hard
To not go back to the start
Man, I'm trying so hard
Man I'm trying so hard
Man, I'm trying so hard
To not go back to the start
You know i ain't crazy?
I ain't really
Thinking about things
That you wouldn't understand oh
You think about it
Just think about it
Do you realize?
Do you feel that?
Energy, energy, feeling this energy, energy
I need that feeling
Gonna need your healing tonight
I want the real me
The one that's not conformed
To everyone's lies
Do I really want this war?
Battling with inner demons
Do I really want this path?
All these emotions feeling trapped
Man, I'm trying so hard
Man I'm trying so hard
Man, I'm trying so hard
To not go back to the start
Man, I'm trying so hard
Man I'm trying so hard
Man, I'm trying so hard
To not go back to the start
Man, I'm trying so hard
Man I'm trying so hard(trying so hard)
Man, I'm trying so hard
To not go back to the start
Man, I'm trying so hard(trying)
Man I'm trying so hard(man I'm trying)
Man, I'm trying so hard
To not go back to the start
Mommy, do we have enough for gifts this year?
Man, I'm trying so hard
Man I'm trying so hard
Man, I'm trying so hard
To not go back to the start
Man, I'm trying so hard
Man I'm trying so hard
Man, I'm trying so hard
To not go back to the start