A feeling of disdain
Towards memories in my head
The things that kept me up at night
While laying in my bed
I'm someone different now
I've turned myself around it
But I feel like I'm surrounded
By chaos and I'm stranded on
An island on fire
Now i'm seeking approval
Of those close to removal
I'm just breaking the cocoon
And I already need renewal
What happened to me?
I did not use to be like this
The greatest things in life
Slow but surely expire
The things I must desire
And the faces I admired
Are being consumed
By the fire of time
Tears run down my face
I hope It's just a phase
I guess what I'm trying to say is
I don't want to die
I don't want to die
I don't want to