Xana - the sex was good! Lyrics

Star crossed lovers
But I wanna puke whenever you say it
All these long lost colours
Drained from my heart
The moment you betrayed it
Pretty Lolita fool
But you're a little older now
And that's just the hard truth
But you're rocking with the big boys
Scream your lungs dry
I am a sucker for white noise

Radio static
I'm technicolor cool
'Til you turn me manic
And where am I tonight?
I guess you'll never know
And you probably won't sleep right

Now I can't think of you
It ruins my whole mood
I only painted you red
Out of kindness
Blame it on your childhood
I should have left but how could
I guess the sex was good
Until it wasn't

Turns out you can't manipulate
A seasoned apathetic
Or whatever version of me that you made
And I bet it cuts right to the bone
You wanted a wife and a kid
And a life you could control
I've got unsaved numbers in my phone
And a god awful tendency to love being alone

Now I can't think of you
It ruins my whole mood
I only painted you red
Out of kindness
Blame it on your childhood
I should have left but how could
I guess the sex was good
Until it wasn't

So break all my shit
Incite a riot
Go play the victim
Babe, I hope they buy it
Dry your alligator tears
You can't leave 'em here
You wanted love songs
Beggars can't be choosers, dear
Now I'm stone cold
It's f*cking tragic
I never loved you, no
Just the damage
Find myself looking back
A bit more than I should
It wasn't all bad
It wasn't that good