Xander Owls - shadowfreak Lyrics

Under the covers afraid of the dark
Surrounded by trees, blow smoke at the stars

Crushed klonopin all up on the sink
I'm warm to the touch, colder than you think

Tell me why I can't see my shadow clearly
A wannabe hero, I feel like the villain

Drugs they be calling but I never pick up
I can't bear to listen
It's not worth the feeling

All around me I see all of these borders
I don't play your games, got unwired controllers

If you want me, then you gotta know something
I'm a shadowfreak baby it's unimportant

Walk on water in my dreams
Talk a lot but don't speak
White noise in my head
I feel it down to my feet

Knew you fake, knew you fraud
Don't you front, you not hard
Do me wrong, you not sorry
F*ck off reading my chart

Photoshoot ready, same outfit as last week

Pants off my ass, Johnny Rotten on my tee

Booked a room so I could watch cable TV

Killing the time is everything but easy

Mice in a trap
Maze with no reward
I'll follow my mind because I can't take detours

Lie to me, ketamine
You tried forgetting me
Told me you'd rather it was him instead of me

I need to train myself to try and steady think
Focus on one thing, instead of on everything

You're so pretty and neat
I'm a lock with no key

Tell me why I can't see my shadow clearly
A wannabe hero, I feel like the villain

Drugs they be calling but I never pick up
I can't bear to listen
It's not worth the feeling

All around me I see all of these borders
I don't play your games, got unwired controllers

If you want me, then you gotta know something
I'm a shadowfreak baby it's unimportant

Walk on water in my dreams
Talk a lot but don't speak
White noise in my head
I feel it down to my feet

Knew you fake, knew you fraud
Don't you front, you not hard
Do me wrong, you not sorry
F*ck off reading my chart