Xander VC - love again Lyrics

Dance with the devil
Trying to keep my head up, but this whole game a whole nother level
Girl, you were way too special, nah
Feeling like I let you down
Can't help my feelings for you
I can't catch a break
With you girl I thought things would change
Now I'll never say, that I believe in love again
I don't believe it, don't hit my phone up cause I'ma leave it
Don't you see it girl
Opened up myself one time, I thought it was real
Then I learned it was a bad thing, I thought I could feel, love again
I closed my shell up, but that's just when you walked in, I'm saying not again
Work on myself, thought I'd do better, ain't nothing stopping me now
The memories when I am thinking about you, it ain't affecting me now
Had to start with the basics, changed the way I've been thinking
It's a whole nother season, but the feelings they've been creeping
Telling myself, I can't be feeling this way no more
Can't be making up some fake lore, can't be thinking that I adore you
The truth is, I'm thinking about it but I'm tryna tell myself no
Lifting myself, I'm stuck on the floor
Gotta get out, I run through the door
Opened up myself one time, I thought it was real
Then I learned it was a bad thing, I thought I could feel, love again
I closed my shell up, but that's just when you walked in, I'm saying not again
Not again, not again, get up out my mind now
All the energy on you, wasting all my time now
All the time thinking about you, think I lost my smile now
I thought that I'd be moving on, think it's been a while now
I'm talking to the moon like she got the answers
I'm talking for her sayin, wait I gotta plan yeah
And I can't stop all the delusion now
I need solutions now, no more confusion now
Opened up myself one time, I thought it was real
Then I learned it was a bad thing, I thought I could feel, love again
I closed my shell up, but that's just when you walked in (When you walked in)
I'm sayin not again (When you walked in)
(Vais-je retrouver I'amour
Peut-être qu'il temps de recommencer)