Sippin' on a lean
I been drownin' in my pain
Lost in my thoughts
Finna go insane
Demons in my mind
They be callin' out my name
Playin' with the trigger
Like life is a game
This world so cold
But my soul on fire
Runnin thru tha dark
Tryna find me a lighter
Eyes real low
But I'm tryna get higher
Thinkin' I'ma quit
But I'll never retire
Pourin out my heart
Spillin' blood on the page
Puttin' up my guard
Watch the feelings fade
Life a rollercoaster
But she wanna ride my wave
A lot of up and downs
But I make my own way
This world so cold
But my soul on fire
Runnin thru tha dark
Tryna find me a lighter
Eyes real low
But I'm tryna get higher
Thinkin' I'ma quit
But I'll never retire
Lookin in the mirror
They don't know who I am
Build a wall like Trump
But I don't really give a Dam
Puttin' birds in a box
I ain't talkin' Toucan Sam
Been breakin' down the rocks
Like my name, Bam Bam
This world so cold
But my soul on fire
Runnin thru tha dark
Tryna find me a lighter
Eyes real low
But I'm tryna get higher
Thinkin' I'ma quit
But I'll never retire