XAVIER'S BEHAVIOR - Broke the Habit Lyrics

CX and I'm back but really this is day one
Me, myself, and I because I am my day one
Minor set back, but now that shit's done
Do it for myself cause if I don't then they won

What I needed all along was right in front of me
Shout out to my therapist cause I found clarity
Searching for the answer for a prophecy
Only place I had to go was internally

What you did to me, that's my motivation to get a bag
You can play your same old games, that's operation get a man
And it's gonna be late when you realize what you wish you had
I know you think I'm mad

What you did to me, that's my motivation to get a bag
You can play your same old games that's operation get a man
And it's gonna be late when you realize what you wish you had

But I ain't mad about shit
I broke the f*cking habit
Said I ain't mad about shit
I broke the f*cking habit

I ain't perfect, I reflect on things that I've done
I know what it's like to be a lonely one
Hurt people, hurt people, that's the product of trauma
Demons in the mirror, and there's nowhere to run

Pain in my chest, that shit feels like a knife
Somehow what kills me, gives me life
There's only so much that my heart can take
Can't be responsible for why you feel like dead weight

Next time, maybe you'll pick up the pace
But next time, it won't be me in that place
You can't hide, it's just a matter of time
What's done in the dark will come to light

What you did to me, that's my motivation to get a bag
You can play your same old games that's operation get a man
And it's gonna be late when you realize what you wish you had
I know you think I'm mad

Baby, that's your own projection
That's the image you're selecting
Use it for your own protection
Without pain, there is no passion

But I ain't mad about shit
I broke the f*ckin' habit
Said I ain't mad about shit
I broke the f*ckin' habit