Xavieruke - They don't know Lyrics

I really like you but I don't know how to say it
Hey, how's your day
Ever wonder what I'm thinking
What

You don't remember that day
Ever since I had a crush on you since 3rd grade
Opened my mind, a storm came inside
A whirlwind of thoughts, a hurricane to hide, suicide

Shadows whisper, life hasn't lived
I woke up, lost no direction to give
I take my pen out, unravel the mess
But the words seem to twist, everything hard to address

Trapped in this dream, no escape in sight
All I did was wake up and I saw your eyes
Oh, I'm searching for a way to break the chains
To shatter the glass that's holding me in pain

I'm trying to find my voice to scream out loud and clear
But the words got stuck and I'm left in tears
Oh, I'm lost in the haze of my own despair
Trying to find my way but I'm stuck in this air

Trying to find a light to guide me through the night
Ha, I wasn't right
I tried to hold your heart but it slipped right through
Like the sand between my fingers couldn't hold on to you

I could be a shelter, your boyfriend, your home
But I'm a shadow where you used to roam
I thought I escaped the demons I faced
But they came back and gave revenge to my place

I tried to hold my heart to scream out loud and clear
But the words got stuck and I'm left in tears
Oh
They don't know what it's like to be me

They don't know what it's like to be me
They don't know what it's like to be me
They don't know
They don't know what it's like to be me

They don't know what it's like to be me
They don't know
What's up, how you feeling
Nothing much, watching TV and chilling

Psych, I lied every time I cry
I don't really know how I feel inside
I wear a mask to hide the pain
Staring at a wall, tears fall like rain

Lost in my thoughts, trying to find my way
Things getting harder every single day, hey
I thought we had time
But the days go by and the love ain't mine

My heart's in a strife
Trying to hide, but it ain't a crime
Girl, I wish you could hear
The voices in my head that I fear

They ain't gone
Sleep deprived every night
Can someone tell me why
They don't know what it's like to be me

They don't know what it's like to be me
They don't know what it's like to be me
I really like you, but I don't know how to say it
Hey, how's your day

Ever wonder what I'm thinking
What? You don't remember that day
Ever since I had a
Wait, did I?