Xbxviii - On My Way Lyrics

In my prime like I'm Optimus
Pop a pill now I'm out of it
In this life I'm an optimist
Heart of fire I'm sparking it
Blessed with jaw dropping confidence
Contradict like a politic
Take my talents and harness it
Use for greatness won't tarnish it
Grew up with too much heartlessness
With anxiety and nervousness
Get to the top with no turbulence
But my pain is resurfacing
And I really did love her
Man her eyes always sparkling
Spit my pain on a verse
She took my heart and she darkened it
Reminisce about the times
Had no pain up in my life
Just another kid outside
With dreams higher than the sky
Life has a deeper meaning
Won't keep it so simplified
I'm tryna make the best of it
Just know I cannot waste time
Been putting in so much work
I won't stop until its mine
They all think that I'm really crazy
That I'm straight up out my mind
Man I've been working so tirelessly
I know that no one is fond of me
Keep it honest in my lyrics
I gave my music a part of me

I'm on my way (Yuh)
I'm on my way (Yuh)
Let you know
That I'm searching for them better days
I'm on my way (Yuh)
I'm on my way (Yuh)
Dial the tone, call your phone
Let you know that I'm
On my way
I'm on my way (Yuh)
Let you know
That I'm searching for them better days
I'm on my way
I'm on my way (Yuh)
Grab a chair, sit and wait
Cause you know that I'm

Life's an amazing gift, but yeah it's limited
And value it most because death is so imminent
My brain is an instrument
But at heart I'm a lyricist
Everyone claims they listen
But nobody is hearin this
And the realest be feelin it
Been stripped of my innocence
When you decipher my lyrics
I pray you use vigilance
All the heartbreak and sorrow
Hit my heart like an arrow
From all the drugs I had consumed
Should be underground like a Pharaoh
My life surrounded by, darkness
Making me, heartless
Left me drowning up in the ocean to fend for myself, shark fest
My anxiety closin' in
Losing my will to live
Just another kid with a dream
On his pen and pad
Rappin' to his future self
Speak to him through his past
So hopefully you can see his perspectice as clear as glass
Is that too much ask?
If it is then oh well
This is the way that I'm tryna live
Tryna live!

I'm on my way (Yuh)
I'm on my way (Yuh)
Let you know
That I'm searching for them better days
I'm on my way (Yuh)
I'm on my way (Yuh)
Dial the tone, call your phone
Let you know that I'm
On my way
I'm on my way (Yuh)
Let you know
That I'm searching for them better days
I'm on my way
I'm on my way (Yuh)
Grab a chair, sit and wait
Cause you know that I'm

I really do see it
All the words yes I mean it
Better life I am fiendin'
Not a want but I need it
Time to pick up the pieces
Because they're broken and shattered
And the words I said matter
Tryna be a better rapper
It's cool I ain't trippin
All the visions I listed
Are becoming my mission
Gifted the way that I rap
Blessed the way I make tracks
Gave my own lyrics life
I personified
My pen and pad
Personified my pen and pad
The boy kept his music on hush, he had lockjaw
Now he's tryna rap until his entire jaw falls off
Kinda funny to hear
Thought he was crippled by fear
Now that the voice that he has
Will echo through all the years
Echo through all the years
Now that's the story I had to tell
So I pray to God
We all end up well
Amen
So I pray to God
That we all end up well
Amen