Xcape - ROT Lyrics

I want to love, I want to bleed
I'm too numb, I can't be free
What cure do I need

Where do I find meaning
Tie the rope, my feelings exposed
If you could see, maybe you'll believe

My demons sing me the blues
While my bones fuse
As I lay alone in my room

The medicine doesn't work
The pain never fades
Keep asking doctors how many pills does it take

I've tried to pray, but it stays the same
I lost faith, it all turned to grey
If I lose my mind, will you turn away
Through the pain

Heard the bomb tick
Mouth like a gun automatic
Sick of this shit
Another pill, another thrill
Another chance to change my life
Whats the deal, am I real
If I sell my soul, what's the price

I am rotting, I am nothing but bone
This is a monster out of control
Collapsing soul, overdose
Words so sleek, speak me to sleep
Could you tell I was weak
Scared to show vulnerability
Have you seen the evil in me

Fading into darker shades
Could you feel change
Did you hear my anger
Saw my pain and looked away
What a shame, I thought we were the same
WE ARE THE SAME