It feels like I am trapped inside a dream that never ends
Secrets overwhelm my soul, there is no relief in sight
A string of bad decisions haunt me i will never be alright
Why can I not wake up from this neverending night
Raised to know what churches teach
Every week I heard them preach
They spoke about that afterlife and the fire that will be
All the things I grew up to know
Are now just things I wish that I had never, ever known
If God really loves me
If God really exists
How could he let there be
An eternity like this