Who the f*ck am i
Where am i
What am i
Am i in an alternate reality
Am i just sane in my mind, but crazy in real life
Nobody can f*ckin hear me
I scream as loud as i can
But no response
I dont f*ckin know
Maybe its the alcohol
Or the weed i smoked
Or both
I can't tell if everyone is with me or against me
Nah nah f*ck that
Is SHE with me or against me
Does she still f*ck with me
I cant tell
Shes f*cked with my head too much
Im tired of it
I wanna go somewhere
Out of stamford
Away from hell
To paradise
I need a fresh start
But im stuck here
Welcome to my ice cold winter