Xeno Vuitton - feeling blue Lyrics

Kids are playing in the same park that I used to
Got me thinking bout the person that I grew to
Nature versus nurture which one is it?
Growing up I questioned my existence
While my peers were all relaxed, I felt so distant
I tried to fit in
Thought that it would help me
I was livid
Lacking their acceptance
Made me wicked
Darkened up my essence
Now I'm laying in the same bed that I made
Got accustomed to the shade
All the colors seemed to fade

Feeling blue
I can't help but push away
Feeling blue
All the times I felt betrayed
Feeling blue
I'm Feeling blue
Feeling blue
I can't help but push away
Feeling blue
All the times I felt betrayed
Feeling blue
I'm Feeling blue

Now I'm crawling to my car full of Hennessy
Seen a friendly face, not remember me
Showed me pity
Filled me with serenity
Inner city
Made too many enemies
I'm not the person that I once was
Maybe not
Trauma got me on drugs
Maybe not
I be tryna pin the blame
I ain't tryna blame myself
I ain't tryna feel the shame
I ain't tryna kill myself
Maybe not
Maybe not

Feeling blue
I can't help but push away
Feeling blue
All the times I felt betrayed
Feeling blue
I'm Feeling blue
Feeling blue
I can't help but push away
Feeling blue
All the times I felt betrayed
Feeling blue
I'm Feeling blue

Feeling blue
Feeling blue