Xerophthalmia - The Grey Lyrics

Falling into the grey
This is has been my place of habitat for as long as I can recall
No other sight is sweeter to my eyes
Than to see my demise

Some might try to say this is where I don't belong
But the cold and shadow bring me more comfort
More times than the sunlight
Complacency is what I call my home
This is where I belong

This is where I belong

Everything I ever had known is gone
Destroyed by my longings
To fill this abysmal void with some sort of emotion
To relay something to make me feel less numb

Back and forth
I wonder whats me going on
Back and forth
I try to remember
Remember what it was to be gone
Gone with the wind

Oh, how I cherish the grey
It fulfills my longings
For a sense of peace, I have seldom known
I desire nothing less
Than to be left here
In a place left to waste
Just left to waste away