X-Girlfriend - i killed her Lyrics

I'm more wicked than you know,
My vice is busted self-control
No stopping what comes from my mouth
A bird told me I'm heading south
And I'm fine with losing my grip
Better than losing all my shit
I am the captain of this ship
At least for now and for the stint
They say you shouldn't murder
But I killed her
Thought that I would get further
So I killed her
Isn't there another way
That I can change without losing life
Tonight
There must be something after this
Wicked fear, paralyzed confusion
So I broke and I grabbed my knife
Said it's my turn and I killed her
I'm standing on the precipice
Wondering what's after this
I've played this role to its completion
Now it's time, give me to my demons
Take my things, give them to friends
But tell them I'll see them again
I promise, won't be gone for long
Just have some business like this song
They say you shouldn't murder
But I killed her
Thought that I would get further
So I killed her
Isn't there another way
That I could change without losing life
Tonight
There must be something after this
Wicked fear, paralyzed confusion
So I broke and I grabbed my knife
Said it's my turn and I killed her
I killed her with a knife
Cut her open as she cried
Let it spill out, till she died
Then I prayed for a new life
And I got it, my restart
Connected
To my body and my heart