wasn't there Video (MV)

I left the party
Because I wasn't there
There was drinking and dancing and smiling
And wind in my hair
But I couldn't care
Because I wasn't there
Go through the motions, it doesn't feel fair
The spinning I feel's an endless Ferris wheel
It can't compare
I looked off and I stared
Because I wasn't there
Can't even say sorry because it's not my fault
How can I say I'm fine if I always cry whenever I call
When I hear your voice in the air,
It's like I wasn't there
When you think about times without care,
Wasn't I there?