Xit Yuth - Demons Lyrics

666 mark slits on my wrist
Welts on my neck no patience for a bitch
I'm a shipwreck and I'm running outta breath
F*cked in the head cause all I ever see is red
Benefit them if I end up dead
Throwing the 9 mill against my head
Thinking bout the blood I'm about to shed
Every night I been dreaming of lead
Voices in my head, demons that I dread
Mumma called scared, send ya boy a prayer
Hanging in the lair, shits gone pear
Yeah shits gone pear
That's when it struck the man, try to understand, but the meds got me thinking everything
Around me nothing but a scam
Let me see your hands, keep telling you to scram, don't make me pull the blam
You don't want to see the other land where the man led the lambs to Bethlehem
I got reasons why I don't f*ck with the most of them
Try to understand
Try to understand
Once had the ego of a giant, now I'm starting fires like the worlds biggest tyrant
Every night scoring points call me Kobe Bryant
Disguise myself with a mask they don't buy it
F*ck
Try to figure out why I've become so blind
The devils found a cozy spot inside my mind
Looking at the hills I'm expected to climb
Too late now looks like I'm out of time
Gotta keep on acting like I'm fine
People never seem to find the right signs
Suicidal content inside my rhymes
The life that I'm living ain't so sublime
I'm growing tired so I try to run and hide
But these demons trailing at one step behind
Words replaying in my head are fight or fly
Back to the ground face to the night sky
Death on my mind I ain't even trying to lie
Waiting for my moment to say goodbye
But the diamonds in her eyes got me feeling ride or die
Ride or die
Fight or fly