X-Japan (エックス・ジャパン) - Vanishing Vision Album Lyrics

[Instrumental]

I'M BORED TO DEATH (GO MAD)
kabe ni tobi-chiru SPRINTER OF GLASS (SHED BLOOD)
kaerimiru kako ni mushibamare chi wo nagasu

I COME TO MY SENSE (AT LAST)
azakeri-warai OUTSIDER
subete kudake-chiru kaikan ni me wo samasu

kioku ni yaki-tsuku omae no
sugata chi HEAD de haki-sutero
I DON'T WANNA VASHINING LOVE

BREAK OUT OF (MY MOLD)
kagami ni utsuru FALSE FACE (BREAK UP)
mi-ushinai-kaketa yokubou wo baku-kesu toki

MAKE A PAST (AT GIRL)
maboroshi ni mita A REAL KNOCK OUT
kichigai-jimita kairaku ni ake-kurero

* karami-tsuku omae no genei wasurarenai kurushimi
chi-mayou kokoro no kakera wa kage mo katachi mo nai yume wo
ima mo oi-tsuzuiteru tsukurareta kyouki-yosooi

"I CAN'T STAND"
HOW I TRY TO DECEIVE MYSELF HOW
"WAITING FOR YOU"
IF TEAR TURN IN TO BLOOD
"CAN'T GET AWAY"
HOW I TRY TO DECIVE MYSELF
"PORTRAIT OF YOU"
NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY
I CAN'T LOSE TRACK OF YOU I MISSEDcan't lose track of you I missed

# INJURY DEEP INSIDE MY HEART STILL REMAIN
CUT UP MY HEART, YOU LIVE
IN MY ILLUSION YOU GO AWAY
I STAND ROOTED TO THE SPOT [2X]

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(LAUGH AT ME) BEING AT MY WIT'S END
(LAUGH AT ME) EVEN IF IT'S A FORCED SMILE
(LAUGH AT ME) BEING AT MY WIT'S END

BAD DREAM
samekirenu yume no omosa ni unasare
BAD DREAM
nigete mo nigete mo oikakete kuru

IN THE DARK
yami no naka samayou ore ga mita mono wa
IN THE EYES
awaku aoi hikari no genei

nanika ni osareru you ni (IN THE LIGHT)
suikomarete iku
machi-ukete ita tamashii ga moe-hajimete iru

VIOLATOR
hikari no mae tachi-hadakatta mono wa
VICIOUS MIND
minikui tsurashita ore datta

nanika ga ayatsuru you ni (SHOOT AND KILL)
uchi-nomeshite iku
ikiotte ita tamashii ga moehatte iru

itsuka tsukami-kaketa
tada massugu na yume o
iishienu kodoku ni
usuware se o muketa

hibiwareta maboroshi samasu zawameki wa
kioku ni hisomu sakebi

AT PRESENT
mbayui hikari no naka ni mita mono wa
AT THAT
magire mo nai osanai hi no yume

nanika wo motomete (RIGHT AWAY)
mou ichido umare-kawaru
yomigaette kuru
tamashii ga
moetsukiru made

kyozou ni michita genjitsu ni mukatte
mujun shita kokoro toki-hajimeru
hibiwareta maboroshi samasu zawameki wa
kioku ni hisomu sakebi

IN DAZZLE I WAS READY TO BE DESTROYED
UNDER THE POWER, WAS INVISIBLE
WHEN I SAW THE TRUTH, I HEARD MY GHOST CRY

Koroshiau yokubou ni
Midare hajimeta OUT LINE
Hikisakareru kuroi DRESS
Shikai wo someru DESIRE

(RIGHT OFF)
FEEL GETTING HIGHER
(SUCK BLOOD)

Ki ga tsukeba kurai heya
Iki wo koroshite samayou
Karada wo nazoru kuchibiru
Hone no zui made shaburitsuku

I CAN'T HOLD BACK THE EMOTION
WELLING UP IN MY HEART
Tsume wo tateru SEXY MADNESS

Hanauta kuchi zusami nikutai kamichigiru
Mujakina onna wo warainagara naburikoroshite

I'VE GOT EXTASY, BUT I FEEL THE TEAR IS FALLING DOWN [x3]
OH! YES I HAVE GOT EXTASY
I'M SEIZED WITH IT

(NO! NO! NO!)
Nouura ni yakitsuku dokusareta kairaku wa
Sakkidachi mizura no moeagaru chi wo hakidasu

I'VE GOTTA SLAP YOUR FACE ON AND ON
TILL DOWN ON YOUR KNEES
Karamitsuku sexy mad woman

Tekubi wo kirikizami yasashiku hohoemu
Kurutta onna wo kabe ni tsurushite HANGING ON THE WALL

I'VE GOT EXTASY, BUT I FEEL THE TEAR IS FALLING DOWN [x3]
OH! YES I HAVE GOT EXTASY
I'M SEIZED WITH IT

SADISTIC DESIRE!

(THE SADNESS CROSSES MY MIND)
Maiagaru genzou odorase
Moteasobu HE'S A COLD-BLOODED BEAST
Tsukimatou yokubou ni I SHOW MY TRUE COLORS
Namida nagashi TEAR MY BODY UP!

SADISTIC DESIRE!

I'VE GOT EXTASY, BUT I FEEL THE TEAR IS FALLING DOWN [x3]
OH! YES I HAVE GOT EXTASY
I'M SEIZED WITH IT

(RIGHT OFF!)
FEEL GETTING HIGHER
(SUCK BLOOD!)

Silence all around
I feel good
Oh! What's going on (with me)
F*ck the blood

Give me the pleasure,
More than this
That's mental destruction
I hurt myself,
And I reach a stage of pain
Cry out, writh around
Give me the pleasure
That's destruction of
Famed mentality
I hurt myself,
And I reach a stage of pain ...
Start the show that destroy all
The people that has gone
Mad kill each other
Actuality,
Truth gonna be destroied
And the truth of feint is
Made at all
Truth,
This is not exist anywhere
No! This must not exist

Pleasure of sprit,
It's just all in my life
But I don't know,
Don't know only what,
I don't know
So truth isn't exsit anywhere
Imagination is truth
Give me the pleasure,
More than this
Cry out, writh around ...

It's all over with me now
and I'll kill you
you changed me
you drove me mad
you robbed me of my loving, it's you!

still I'm sad that you betrayed me
it's all over with me now
all over with me now
and I'll kill you!

* don't let me go unchecked
I've gotta go wild [x2]

don't call it dream or fantasy
nobody knows my soul burned as fire
why my heart was broken so heavy
you might know my love was for you
you know!

oh! go to the grave together

It's all over with me now
And i'll kill you
You changed me
You drove me mad
You robbed me of my loving, that's you!

* repeat

I'll kill you (You go to the grave with me)
I'll kill you

I'm wandering the town all light off
Don't know where I'm leaving for
The muddy rain start to fall on me
And I'm walking down to subway

I can't see all around me
Get me out of here
Talk to me if someone is in this darkness

I'm out of my head
Out of my mind
Tell me where I'm what's going on,oh please

Something is hiding me off
Is this the wall of my heart

I have been lost so many things I've got
For long time I've been searching for my way

I carry on, carry on...

I'm spiting to their ugly heart
To this so stood world

Every day I forbear to fall the tears
Don't wanna be down

Every night hurt is so deep in my heart
Is this my life
Oh! show me please

The wall close to me
It's so painful. Stop it!
Is there someone to help me
Please get me out here
Oh! get me out!

Dead or alive, No place to run
Get it settled once and for all
Dead or alive, Can't live in the past
Only one way to live.

Give my heart finishing blow
If I could only turn my back
Let me do screaming high
Squeeze the throes of death from me

It comes here the blame I'd done before
Fall on me as if it grow in my brain
The ugly side of myself tears me up
At this time I can't go back

Give my heart finish blow
If I couldn't run from the past
Let me do screaming high
Disclose feeling inside of me

Dead or alive, Can't live in the past
Only one way to live

Give my heart finishing blow
If I could only turn my back
Let me do screaming high
Squeeze the throes of death from me

The fight is over
The mad rain had gone past over me
Blood is flowing down
Tear is flowing down
Now I'm alive and I'm walking to the town again

Desert rose
Why do you live alone
If you are sad
I'll make you leave this life
Are you white, blue or bloody red
All I can see is
drowning in cold grey sand

The winds of time
You knock me to the ground
I'm dying of thirst
I wanna run away
I don't know how to set me free to live
My mind cries out feeling pain

I've been roaming to find myself
How long have I been
feeling endless hurt
Falling down, rain flows into my heart
In the pain I'm waiting for you

Can't go back
No place to go back to
Life is lost, flowers fall
If it's all dream, now wake me up
If it's all real, just kill me

간주

I'm making the wall inside my heart
I don't wanna let my emotions get out
It scares me to look at the world
Don't want to find myself
lost in your eyes

I tried to drown my past in grey
I never wanna feel more pain
Run away from you
without saying any words
What I don't wanna lose is love

Through my eyes
Time goes by like tears
My emotion's losing the color of life

Kill my heart
Release all my pain
I'm shouting out loud
Insanity takes hold over me

Turning away from the wall
Nothing I can see
The scream deep inside
reflecting another person in my heart
He calls me from within
"All existence you see before you
must be wipe out
Dream, reality, memories, and yourself"

간주

I begin to lose control of myself
My lust is so blind, destroys my mind
Nobody can stop
my turning to madness
No matter how you try to
hold me in your heart

Why do you wanna raise these walls
I don't know the meaning of hatred
My brain gets blown away
hearing words of lies
I only want to hold your love

Stab the dolls filled with hate
Wash yourself with their blood

Drive into the raging current of time
Swing your murderous weapon
into the belly the Earth

Shout and start creating confusion
Shed your blood for pleasure
And what for love
What am I supposed to do

I believe in the madness called now
Past and future prison my heart
Time is blind
But I wanna trace my love
on the wall of the time
over pain in my heart

Art of life
Insane blade stabbing dreams
Try to break all truth now
But I can't heal this broken heart in pain
Cannot start to live, cannot end my life
Keep on crying

간주

Close my eyes
Time breathes I can hear
All love and sadness melt in my heart

Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me
living my life outside my walls

You can't draw a picture of yesterday
So you're painting your heart
with your blood
You can't say no
Only turning the wheel of time
with a rope around your neck

You build a wall of morality and take
a breath from between the bricks
You make up imaginary enemies
And are chased by them
You're trying to commit suicide
You're satisfied with your prologue
Now you're painting
your first chapter black

You're putting the scraps of life together
And trying to make
an asylum for yourself
You're hitting a bell at the edge of stage
And you're trying to kill me

I believe in the madness called now
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live, can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for

Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live
Do I try to love in my dream

피아노 간주

I'm breaking the wall inside my heart
I just wanna let my emotions get out
Nobody can stop
I'm running to freedom
No matter how you try
to hold me in your world

Like a doll carried by the flow of time
I sacrificed the present moment
for the future
I was in chains of memory half-blinded
Losing my heart
Walking in the sea of dream

Close my eyes
Rose breathes I can hear
All love and sadness melt in my heart

Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me
living my life outside my mind

Dreams can make me mad
I can't leave my dream
I can't stop myself
Don't know what I am
What lies are truth
What truths are lies

간주

I believe in the madness called now
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live, can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for

Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live
Do I try to love

Art of life
An eternal bleeding heart
You never wanna breathe your last
Wanna live, can't let my heart kill myself
Still I'm feeling for
A rose is breathing love in my life

Oh! I'm looking at you
can't control myself
nothing, but pain for me

* wipe your tears from your eyes
just leave and forget me
no need to be hurt anymore

# go away from me now
I don't know what is love?
no need to be hurt anymore

you said, "I miss you so much
everynight thinking of you
and facing loneliness"

?But when you feel sadness
never can I stay with you

I'm not the one you need
close your eyes and forget me
there's nothing I can do anymore

I lost my way

I've been walking in the night of tears
there I found someone was holding you
as the night was falling down
with my love also vanished my vision of you

my heart is cold now

[* repeat]

you said, "I need you always
everyday thinking of you
and living loneliness"

[?repeat]

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can't find my way