Sometimes I want to shut down
To pause this loop
Same scenes for 16 years
Does it ever stop
Always hoping for the better
But life's making it worser
Why would I just be here
One number doesn't matter
One soul doesn't matter
Can I please lay 3 meters underground
And enjoy the silence
No more riots and screams
I'm living like in dreams
Is death actually that easy
Should I move on from slavery
God reveal me the death
I'm so curious
Eat, sleep, take a shit
Work your ass off till you die
Can I end it now
I just wanna leave it here In the formulated past
Enter afterlife,get a wings
And check up new things
No more surroundings
Just light and the sun
Making me shine like a star
Am I even far
I'm just asking
Should I die or