Xmalus - Tried Lyrics

I tried i tried i tried
But i couldnt anymore
She told me she didnt wanna leave me but that she understood
But i have been stressin which had cause me to start purp sippin
Yeah i have been broken hearted
But this hurt is way different
I just want to pour my heart out all onto this beat
Thinkin that maybe that will help me climb back up on my feet
I gotta prove to my doubters that i made the right choice
Wanna run up checks while you talkin shit bout me to ya boys

I been tripping bout some things that i just cannot change
When i look at you it seems like it just aint the same
It used to be so natural we both just wanted to hang
But ever wince it ended its like we are both so strained
Whats the difference now i really dont get it
Just cause we not together does not mean that we cannot kick it
Could be just as close as we used to when we was together
But i guess that old saying really is not true bout being forever
Real talk tho i really miss it bro
Used to tell each other everything we used to be so close
We always used to be each others shoulder to cry on
But now everything that we had it seems is all gone

I tried i tried i tried
But i couldnt anymore
She told me she didnt wanna leave me but that she understood
But i have been stressin which had cause me to start purp sippin
Yeah i have been broken hearted
But this hurt is way different
I just want to pour my heart out all onto this beat
Thinkin that maybe that will help me climb back up on my feet
I gotta prove to my doubters that i made the right choice
Wanna run up checks while you talkin shit bout me to ya boys

I do not think i can help you
When i can not seem to get through
Everything i have going ion
Hope you forgive me when im gone

One day i hope that you can take time and realize
Hopefully you can understand what i have seen thru my eyes
I hope that you can take time and start to sort through all of my lies
To realize that i said them to protect you from the times
I would always say i was okay so you didnt have to worry
I never wanted you to drop what you were doing to look out for me
Never meant to hurt your heart never wanted to make you cry
But i did it all so i could make it easy to say good bye

I tried i tried i tried
But i couldnt anymore
She told me she didnt wanna leave me but that she understood
But i have been stressin which had cause me to start purp sippin
Yeah i have been broken hearted
But this hurt is way different
I just want to pour my heart out all onto this beat
Thinkin that maybe that will help me climb back up on my feet
I gotta prove to my doubters that i made the right choice
Wanna run up checks while you talkin shit bout me to ya boys