Fear no EVOL Video (MV)

I've been looking for love, I done found it in my cup
Put my trust in the drink, I can't put it in no slut
I've been back on lean for the past two days, been numbing
Put a three in a sixteen ounce, but it's not enough
Don't talk about my past a lot, hell nah, just know it's rough
I don't give a f*ck about a bitch, I'm just worried bout my bucks
Most the bitch can do for me, is suck it, it make me nut
Tio said stop the sipping, it's going straight to your gut
Yeah, I swear, I can't feel no evil, got it tatted on me
Your little bitch, she a groupie, I done passed her to my homie
Just cause you stalk my gram, that do not mean you know me
Im like Olajuwonon in the paint, you niggas not scoring
Reminiscing bout the times that I was lean pouring
In 8th grade, sipping drink, it was like 8 in the morning
It was R.I.P. my cup, but I'm no longer in mourning
Do you know these niggas die whenever these hoes get horny
Put your trust in a hoe, nah, I can't do that
When she get too close, gotta tell her move back
If you do that and still hit it, damn, you a smooth cat
Just talk my life on these beats, I don't even rap
Just do it to protect you, I don't mean to cap
I can't talk my feelings out, so I put em on these tracks
In the days, I was popping pills like fruit snacks
Told her, baby, my name So, but you spell it wit ah X
Momma said, slow down, you turning into a addict
But she don't even know how hard I go at it
All that dough I spent on weed and lean, I could've bought a patek
I don't even think she know she worried, I'm turning into my daddy
R.I.P RJ, it's been a year since you passed
If I reached out, thinking bout the times we could've had
And that's why I get high, I think about you, I get sad
But you in a better place now, and for that I'm glad
But the pain turned into anger, now I'm f*cking mad
Now I wanna grab a Glock, go outside and just spazz
That's why I sip a drink, just to sit me on my ass
I was way too insecure, felt my body made of glass
Now I'm just hurt, feeling my body with trash
Pouring up before school, now I'm nodding off in class
Jade mad at the lean, tryna tell her, relax
But I agree with her, yeah, I think she's spitting facts