Wait pls. Video (MV)

I'm goin' through payments I'm catchin' my own patience
It's just me again three a.m, my old friends
Just keep on waitin' in It's three a.m. again
Thinkin' too much again Feelin' so damn condensed
Will my brain ever dispense Thoughts that I've had and feel again
Sometimes life hurts, but I'll be alright
Sometimes life hurts, but I'll be alright
Sometimes life hurts, but I'll be alright
I don't know, man, I don't know, man, I don't know
I like to think that I don't think too much yet
These days, they really got me entrapped in a way
In a way I can't really portray
In different ways, outside my brain
Outside my brain, I can't really come up with
Anything, any more luck
Any more luck, I've just given up
Put my head right under a truck
Thinkin' too much, I just forgot
Thinkin' too much, I just gave up
Thinkin' too much, I'm just all up
Thinkin' too much, I'll start to bluff
Thinkin' too much, my brain gon right
Thinkin' too much, it hurts alot
Thinkin' too much, I hate a lot
Thinkin' too much, why am I gone
Thinkin' too much, I almost died
Thinkin' too much, why am I alive
Thinkin' too much, don't take my life
Thinkin' too much, shall I just live a life
That I hate
Why am I livin' this way
That, that way
I'll take it through, where I stay
I'll drive my lanes
Till I just die, and I'll wait
But, go away
In purgatory, I'll stay
I, I chill
I wait up, I'm on my pills
I, I wait
I wait up all in my lane
What to say
Ain't got much to say
What to say
Ain't got much to say
What to say
What to say
What to say
What to say
What to say
What to say
What to say
Sometimes I don't really know what to say
I won't speak too much cause I know too much
And I talk about it way too much