XoFade - Changes (feat. Celina Mendez) Lyrics

I remember Pennsylvania skies so f*ckin' blue
Dreams in my pocket, hope cuttin' through
Just a kid with visions pure and untainted
Before life f*cked me up and left me dislocated
Landed in St. Louis where neon f*ckin' collides
From broke days to stackin' thousands on high
Workin' my ass off while partyin' nonstop
Casinos fuelin' my hustle till the damn cash pops
Lost in a haze, now I'm screamin' in bass
Every risk a shot, every win's a new taste
From nothin' to somethin, breakin' every damn door
Livin' fast, no regrets, always wanting more
Oh, these changes keep on spinnin
From innocent dreams to explicit sinnin
Rolexes on our wrists, cocaine in our veins
From pure to pure chaos, nothin' stays the same
We get f*cked up every night, drowning doubts in neon
Hustlin' by day, tearin' the roof off till dawn
Every better leap from who I used to be
Every line a quick escape from harsh reality
Deep in the mirror, that kid still hides
Haunted by past and future, with nowhere to confide
Lost in party haze, reckless nights and high stakes
Before the thrill took over, before we made these breaks
In the smokin, flashin' lights, there's raw regret
Every high comes with a price you can't forget
From innocence to excess, a brutal wild feat
Every scar tells a story, every beat's a f*ckin' beat
Ridin' these highs, I wonder what the f*ck it means
Between glitz, money, and debauched scenes
Under flashin' lights, haunted by my old self
A ghost in excess, screamin' for lost wealth
Money fills pockets but can't heal the scars
We gamble with our souls under neon-bleeding stars
Echoes of wild nights whisper who we once were
A memory of simpler times before we went berserk
When night gets heavy, beds filled with sin
Hookers line up and wild rides soon begin
Sleepin' with the horde, bodies tangled in sheets
Each encounter raw, every moment bittersweet
In the chaos, we lose track of who we are
Chasin' pleasure like freedom, drowning every scar
No judgment in these dark hours, just the need to survive
In the arms of hookers and strangers, we feel f*ckin' alive
Oh, these changes keep on spinnin
From tender dreams to nights relentlessly winnin
Rolexes, cocaine, the spark fuelin' our fire
From innocence to unbridled chaos, we rise ever higher
Drifting through twilight memories, legends on the run
From Pennsylvania Hope to St. Louis, f*cked up fun
In every burst of neon madness, a whisper of who we were
A journey from pure beginnings to a wild, out-of-control blur
Changes mark our raw story, each high, each scar a truth told
In these relentless nights, our souls remain brutally bold