Flash backs in my head/ .....
Laying Next to your hospital bed/
Crying out to God why couldn't it be me instead/
My little baby in surgery
I'd rather be dead/
Would have gave my own life just to Spare all her pain/
Never in my life have I cried
And prayed/
So God damn much
I almost lost my faith /
If the doctors gave up
I would have did the same/
Wouldn't be a JC without
Athena Reign/
If she didn't make it through/
I would have died that day/
Got the good news
She would be okay/
But I was still shooken up
And Couldn't deal with the pain/
Would take awhile for recovery/
She had to deal with the suffering/
Her Head wrapped up and her eyes swollen shut/
Too little to understand why she was hurting so much/
"Athena Crying sounds"
Have no fear baby daddy's here.
To hold you close, and wipe away your tears
Ain't leaving your side,
I'll be up for the night,
Watching over you,
As you close your eyes,
Your gonna make it through
It's gonna take some time/
Be strong for us
Its killing us inside /
To see you going through it
Trying not to lose it/
Trying to understand why we have to do this/
We didn't have a choice but to stay strong/
And hope that the doctors don't do wrong/
My baby's fate in another's hands/
Is the biggest worries that I've ever had/...
Thank God that those moments passed/
But the flashbacks
Still effect me bad/
Cause the thought of losing my only daughter
Is the most pain I've felt as a dad/