XXI - Cancer Lyrics

Black smoke covers all your dreams
Bruised heart rippin at the seams before
Life was perfect, both our futures certain.
Tables turn as we look behind the curtain

Long nights turn to longer days
Hopin this moment is just a phase
Oh No
I miss the pattern, when every moment mattered. But now we're shattered

I would go through hell and back to
Hold your hand
Screaming on the inside ,
Watching as your dreams die
Wheres God's plan ?
Prayin for an answer , drowning in your cancer
I can't know how it feels just know that it's killing me
Do you understand?
I don't have the answers I'm drowning in your cancer

Chemicals in your bloodstream
You're laying there while I daydream about
This dark cloud, it won't be long now, before this life that we love flips upside down

I'm praying for a chance to see you smile again, your long hair in your favorite dress
The way that you sang,
Your whole life was a sound,
Of a love that you gave from the inside out

I would go through hell and back to
Hold your hand
Screaming on the inside,
Watching as your dreams die
Wheres God's plan ?
Prayin for an answer , drowning in your cancer
I can't know how it feels just know that it's killing me
Do you understand?
I don't have the answers
I'm drowning in your cancer"