Don't you know i'm sorry mama
Don't you know i'm sorry
Don't you know i'm sorry mama
Don't you know i'm
Yeah
I wish that I could let you in
I know just how that ends
I hope you know im sorry
But I cant do that again
Been fighting with myself
These voices in my head
Been yellin back and forth
Like you and dad did way back then
Or maybe like my step dad
Mother f*cker try me now
Raise your hand up to my momma
Cock it back and let it blow
Wish it all would end
Are my brothers safe and sound?
This shit hard on them
Dont you hear them screaming out?
No you dont cause you too focused
On that marriage thats imploding
For a decade you been coping
With betrayal still you broken
Youd be better on your own
F*ck that house it aint a home
Play the victim
Placing blame on anybody
In your way
Manipulation and propane
You watch it go up into flames
It ain't too late
To make a change
Look I know how hard it is to let it go
If it hurts you its okay to let it show
But I cant help you get back up
You let me down and called my bluff
Took advantage of my love
Too many times I had enough
Do you know how much it hurt to write this Poem?
Do you know how much it hurt to let you go?
All the memories came back
Am I sad or am I mad
At the past no changing that
All im left with is the
Memories of pain I took the blame
All the hate and rage instilled into my brain
I wont carry it no more release the chains
Tell that little baby boy that its okay
All the memories of pain I took the blame
All the hate and rage instilled into my brain
I wont carry it no more release the chains
Tell that little baby boy that its okay