Xyextinction - Anymore Lyrics

I was trying so hard
But i dont have the strength anymore
Its hard to regard how my life is fallin`appart
I cant do this anymore
I thought my mind would have been cleared
I swear i hate myself so much
Where is my reward for fighting so hard?
WHY IS IT SO UNFAIR I FUCKING HATE IT
I just get ignored i dont know why...
I cant compare myself to others cuz i cant do shit right
Why couldnt i get aborted?
Tear after tear falls, pain feels so hard
I feel so unsupported
I swear i wish i wouldnt feel the pain of depressions
Like everyone got awarded for fighting except me
Im just have one nightmare after the other
Im like the foreign of the humanity but im the bad one
Like im here but at the same time nowhere
I feel forgotten like the humanity in humans
Cant repair myself i can only get more broken
I dont feel like that im wanted more like a mistake
My life is a pure disaster
I feel haunted
Maybe its cuz im not immature enough
Im exhausted...
I dont wanna be here
I really dont feel awesome* more broken

And you dont love me anymore
And your love
And you dont love me anymore
And your love
And you dont love me anymore
And your love
And you dont love me anymore

Why cant i aim a gun at my head and let the trigger go?
I dont want to see a single day anymore
I dont know what i should do anymore
I care for everyone except me
Its so though...
I implore god that he releases my pain
Life is like a game show
Its a cold war, i dont ask for attention
My mind is like: hello, uhm its me, oh wait i think you didnt notice that i exist...
I admire these people who get thro that shit...
I hope one day i can let go that shit i felt...
But that require strength that i dont have left...
I wish that with heart and soul...
Air feels so though in my lungs
Its hard to control the things that i think or feel...
Everyone says you can find help everywhere but they dont know how we feel...
I think i lost my soul...
I hope i end in success like everyone else did...
Im really in distress and i mean it...
I guess ill go now... bye...