XYX - Loner Lyrics

I don't wanna die cause then I am a loner
I don't wanna die, I wanna be a stoner
I don't wanna die, I'm still my own owner
Please don't let me die cause then I am a loner
I don't wanna die, I wanna be a stoner
Looking at the mirror seeing that I'm not sober
I am now the clown, can't you see the joker?
Going through my mind, remembering the memory's
Mental I am dead but you don't give a f*ck bout me
Feeling all the pain, like laying in the Dead Sea
Felling like a ghost, nobody can see me
You thought I'm not realizing bout your cheating
You thought I'm not realizing from your stealing
I don't wanna die cause then I am a loner
I don't wanna die, I wanna be a stoner
Don't wonder
How I made it through
To the better person
Don't like you
My mind is broken by you boo
You don't realize
What you do
I don't wanna die cause then I am a loner
I don't wanna die, I wanna be a stoner
My mind is broken by you boo
You don't realize what you do
Im done with this shit I might gonna pass out
Would it the the smartest? Would It be loud
Barbed wire on my neck. I can't feel it
Seeing all the messenges. I can quit
I don't wanna die cause then I am a loner
I don't wanna die I wanna be a stoner