[ Featuring CRVIG ]
Back to back
Fear it, you fear it
Didn't even come close, didn't even near it
Everytime I go smoke, I know that you fear it
Thinkin' that I'd let it go, I already did it
But there you go
You had to hear it
Couldn't even come close, I don't think you near it
Everytime I go smoke, you think that I'm fearless
Maybe cause I let go, it was never serious
Catch me drivin' like Fast and The Furious
Drop a tab and I'm seein' how pure it is
If you droppin' a dab, then I'm clearin' it
And I'm wipin' his nose he need Claritin
If I'm sendin' that text it's imperative
Send a hit in the song and I'm scarin' him
I've just been tryna show you how fair it is
You can sight-see
But I promise you'll find no one like me
There's a reason that they won't confide in me
I just wait for the day they come try me
This how I'm stayin' alive
You never knew my life
Now you comin' back to find me
I've been out tryna sight-see
Back to back
Fear it, you fear it
Didn't even come close, didn't even near it
Everytime I go smoke, I know that you fear it
Thinkin' that I'd let it go, I already did it
But there you go
You had to hear it
Couldn't even come close, I don't think you near it
Everytime I go smoke, you think that I'm fearless
Maybe cause I let go, it was never serious
I remember when
I thought there was no end
All my problems didn't matter, and I wasn't heaven sent, and
When they said that I'd
That I would be just fine
I thought well what if I'm not
And I let my brain run for miles, and miles, and miles
I had to fake it for a while, a while, a while
Didn't need to be afraid
Cause I had it all so great
It was never serious
I just had to let it go
Face it and not fear it
Hundred nights
Livin' in my head
Hundred lives already said
When we fight
I wanna die
And when we're good
Inside I'm dead
Fallin' in and out
And back around again
When I'm with you
Hate it when I leave
But you don't even really have a clue
That I've got my own shit to deal with
I wish that you could feel it
I'm slowly gettin' to a place of healin
But every now and then
I start to think about the end
Is the silence really my friend
I can't help it if I go off the deep end
