It's been so long since I've felt okay
Now I'm losing touch with reality
This life is a nightmare, but I'm wide awake
Something has to give before I break
It's been so long since I've felt okay
Now I'm losing touch with reality
This life is a nightmare, but I'm wide awake
Something has to give before I break
I've lost my way
I've lost my mind
I've fallen victim to the darkness
F*cking broken and hopeless
I've spent too much f*cking time
Always running from my mind
I just want to feel something
Aside from all this hate
I've been blinded by the darkness
With no sense of direction
I can't escape this Hell
I'm f*cking begging for help
Broken, with no sense of purpose
Hopeless, and lost in the darkness
Constant conflict with the voices in my head
It's been so long and I still wish that I was
Dead
To everyone around me I am nothing but a trend
I'm wearing at the surface, will I feel whole again?
I'm tired, empty, useless, I'm wearing from within
Give me a sign that I should f*cking contain my feelings
I watch them push then pull
I watch my sanity slowly start to lose its hold
I'm bleeding, my weathered broken soul
This f*cking life has finally taken its toll
It's been so long since I've felt okay
Now I'm losing touch with reality
This life is a nightmare, but I'm wide awake
Something has to give before I break
It's been so long since I've felt okay
Now I'm losing touch with reality
This life is a nightmare, but I'm wide awake
Something has to give before I break