i'll never make it Video (MV)

I'm rusty out of practice
Can't find my happy mask and
Every night I️ lay in bed I️ wish it was my casket
I'm dirty call me nasty
Don't like how I️ been actin'
I️ smoke a pack that's why my voice been gettin' kind of raspy
I️ dreamed I️ f*cked an actress
Can't get no satisfaction
I'm not no rolling stone, I'm layin, on a filthy mattress
My heart is made of plastic
Been lackin in my passion
Don't keep no heat cause I'm afraid I️ might do something drastic
I️ might do something crazy
Might crash your mom Mercedes
Feel like a ghost but I️ don't look nothin like Patrick Swayze
It's really hard to face it
I'll probably never make it
I'll probably work a 9 to 5 until my mind is vacant
I'll take a shit vacation
You'll live the dream I'm chasin
I'll watch my life slow to a stop like a train at the station
I️ don't think I️ can take it
I'm running out of patience
I'll drink a bottle of red wine and then you'll find me hangin