I said, Lord, are you hearin' me
My conscious is killin' me
Thoughts runnin' through my brain
Tryin' to get the best of you
What makes it even worse
Is I'm billin' up all these trees
Show me a sign, I'm askin' for some guidance, please
Workin' on myself while I'm workin' on my wealth
Takin' all these drugs, I be prayin' for my health
All this Cali in my lungs, smokin' top shelf
Mix it with that grabba, I'm just cryin' out for help
Prayin' for some better days
Feelin' like it's just a phase
Everything I start to love seems to always fade away
Gave them all my heart and they brought it back in pieces
Walkin' down my path, but my pain just increases
Patience is key, you know I live by my thesis
Think I need a iron to straighten out these creases
Life is hard, I know, gotta stay strong and grow
Everyday new episode, my own TV show
Watch out for them snakes, your friend can be your foe
Waitin' for my time, watch out, I'm bout to blow
They know I'm always active rain, sleet, or that snow
Gettin' it from young, that's all I've ever known
And it don't stop
Hustlin' and grindin' till my time's up
I ain't no bitch, I ain't had enough
The thrill keeps me goin' even in the rough
Pourin' up that Henny, fillin' up my cup
Till it spills over
Think I need some luck, four Leaf Clover
Tryna find my other half, wish I could phone her
Sometimes I need support, sometimes I need a shoulder
To cry on, through these tough times
I repent for all my sins, repent for all my crimes
But I can't stop now, I gotta get what's mine
Gotta make sure we eat, make sure we're fine
Even in the dark, I pray we all shine
And don't say you trap if you ain't seen a whole nine
Workin' on myself while I'm workin' on my wealth
Takin' all these drugs, I be prayin' for my health
All this Cali in my lungs, smokin' top shelf
Mixin' with that grabba, I'm just cryin' out for help
Prayin' for some better days, feelin' like it's just a phase
Everything I start to love seems to always fade away