Golden lights igniting out
I might just go in time to bounce
I don't like the way they look
A bit too close and sense of doubt
Drink too much I think too much
I go so numb ain't feeling touch
I don't trust a single person
Hide the pills and I don't budge
Out my mind I'm losing shit
Till I go crazy, lunatic
I don't like the way you talk
Exert my lungs they're bruised a bit
Ripping notes I penned and wrote
Destroy my words you meant to quote
I won't last a thousand years
But maybe eighty five at most
You don't know what could have caused it
I don't think we'll ever solve this
Please don't make this harder now
What's wrong is gone and farther out
Category's mandatory
They can hear me and compare
Wrote my share of allegories
You can say but you weren't there
Lived and learned I love and lost
On the edge and what's the cost
Waiting out for better days
Eternal feeling seven days
Maybe now weeks'll pass
Burn em down like diesel gas
Everyone around me think
I'm breaking down like needle glass
Sink or swim my temper thin
Counting out I'll drink again
Turned away and I'll suppress
I won't forget I get depressed
You don't know what could have caused it
I don't think we'll ever solve this
Please don't make this harder now
What's wrong is gone and farther out