YHN Drexz - my thoughts on a daily basis Lyrics

(Oh my god, is that Drexz?)
Yeah (Welcome back Carson)
Focused on myself
I've been on my own (yeah)
It's easy to tell (whoa)
Walk through the flames
I've been living in hell (in hell)
And nobody can help
Ever since the day that you left
I've been out of focus
I'm losing my shit (oh wow)
Just the thought of him touching you on your skin makes me sick
I've been having bad thoughts
I wanna empty out the clip (whoa)
I can't reminisce for nun
I'm not okay, get off my dick (yeah)
And I just feel like I'm talking to no one
I can't even reach out to the girl that my heart loves (oh yeah)
I'm never gonna move on, feeling so stuck
Cuz whenever I think about other girls, I feel like throwing up (on god)
And I can have a good day feeling upset
Like where the f*ck did you go?
Where your heart at?
I probably should give up
But baby girl, I want your love, yeah (oh yeah)
Like how we go from lovers to strangers?
I don't want that (oh my god)
Did that shit behind my back, and you ain't saying nun (yeah)
But when I made that song, you act like I'm insane, yeah (oh my god)
You know I never meant to hurt you
F*cked my brain up (oh yeah)
Your last words echo in my brain
You're not okay, yeah (lesgo)
Look at your profile everyday, if you unfollowed or not (oh yeah)
You probably took down all the pictures that you had on the wall (oh yeah)
And I can't lie, I hate our memories of our trip in the fall
Cuz that shit feels just like a lie
I'm missing you in my arms
I saw life different when I was with you (oh yeah)
Like how could you throw away the shit we've been through? (shit!)
Got diamonds on me, dripping water (oh yeah)
Yeah, they they see through (oh yeah)
I had to break that line in, cuz I keep crying
I can't keep you
In my head, you're still my baby
And I still want you to be happy, that's right (right)
I understand your pain, but why'd you have to switch sides?
I can't lie, it's still f*ck that nigga
Got me insecure and shit (shit!)
I know that it's the distance
But you saw a glimpse of him and dipped (oh yeah)
And I admit, I tried liking other girls and shit (ohhh, ahhh)
But I don't feel the same
Cuz to me, they just another bitch (on god)
These niggas ran up on me, tried to take my chain and shit (oh yeah)
The only thing I was thinking at that time, is you okay and shit? (okay)
I'm scared of death
But for you, I'd risk my life
Ain't no debating shit (on god)
And if niggas try you, I'mma f*ck around and snap like a wafer bitch (yeah)
Slow down
Speed up
It's May 17th in this bitch
You probably graduated and went to prom with that nigga (yeah)
Hugged and gave kisses (oh wow)
Yeah your romantic feelings faded away
Crashed in a ditch (in a ditch)
I'm taking drugs just to kill me slowly
F*ck a wrist with slits
(Oh yeah)
Double cup, I add another pint, I'm sippin
Mix prescription drugs with alcohol
Love ain't real, don't wanna feel it
It left when you took my heart away
Nothing I can't take
(Lesgo)
I guess some people just belong to themselves
Ain't never doing this again
It's not good for my health, yeah
I took my heart out, put that shit on a shelf, yeah
Guess I'm a popular loner
That's no doubt, yeah (lesgo)
Real love only comes once, I gotta face it (yeah)
I'm dodging these hoes on my line like the Matrix, yeah
I don't want these other bitches, they be basic (ohhh, ahhh)
And if you somehow hear this
These are my thoughts on a daily basis (lesgo)