Maybe this time (maybe this time)
Maybe this time I'll die
Maybe this time (maybe this time)
Maybe this time I'll f*cking die
Through that noose is a portal to my home
In my head, I fear them leaving, leave me alone
I don't wanna say goodbye, I do this all the time
But maybe this time (maybe this time)
Maybe this time I'll die
I've tried and I've tried
This life ain't a life
I threw it all away
Just look at what I've done
I'm failing everyone
These pills just ain't enough
I'm drowning and I'm stuck
I know that I'm ungrateful
I hate feeling so hateful
Maybe this time (maybe this time)
Maybe this time I'll die
Maybe this time (maybe this time)
Maybe this time I'll f*cking die
Maybe this time (maybe this time)
Maybe this time I'll die
Maybe this time (maybe this time)
Maybe this time I'll f*cking die