I'm drifting in and out of phase
Don't know what's fake and real
Will I ever know compassion again
Will I ever heal
I don't know
Why I don't care
But it's really how I feel
I don't know
But I'm so scared
Because this may never heal
I've been
Waiting
I'm dying
For the day to finally feel
Something
Anything
I just want this to be real
I'm trying to recall my past
To pin-point my derange
Could it really be my self-outcast
Am I really all that strange
So Judge me
And shun me
But this is how I feel
So leave me
If need be
Cus the shit may never heal
I've been
Waiting
I'm dying
For the day to finally feel
Something
Anything
I just want this to be real