Fear Video (MV)

Feel like the world is on my shoulders
Stress weighing me down sinking as I'm getting older
Wanna keep you closer but my heart keep turning colder
Why I sign my life away I know I'm not a soldier

Tell me stay resilient but that shit don't always work
I smoke to numb the pain but my heart gon always hurt
I keep it in my brain but I wear it on my shirt
It's too plain to see I really should just go to church

I fear god even though I don't believe
I fear friends cuz all I know from them is they deceive
I fear going home even when I'm taking leave
Wish all my problems could be answered with family is all I need

But it's not though
On the road to riches I hit potholes
Everybody telling me where I should not go
Tell me what I can't do
I've been working hard so ima show you
This rap shit just know that I'm gon own you

N***s out here thinking they know you
But I ain't acting brand new
They don't have a clue bout whatchu go through
I be spitting soul food
Know I'm on my way I'm going global
Most these n***s local talking postal

Say you the king I'll overthrow you
A spade still a spade but this deuce got them jokes too
I ain't even a shooter tho
I'm still shaking the dice and I'm shuffling the yu-gi-oh
Out here living dreams but y'all n***s Freddie Kruger tho

I ain't tryna flex and I ain't got the latest vehicle
I just wanna make you happy and make it meaningful
Get my moms out of debt now that's a miracle
Im tryna reach more than your mind I'm talking spiritual

I was lost at a young age
Ain't quick to turn to the page
I was led astray with ashtrays stay putting out my flames
I was lost without a home
Dog without a bone
Young king without the throne I had to get it on my own

Too much pain it's plain to see
(Too much pain man)
In my chest it's hard to breathe
(Its getting hard to breathe)
Why do I feel so alone
(Im out here on my own)
I'm so ready for my throne
(Yea I'm ready)

I'm still lost nowhere to go
(Tryna find my way home)
Off the drank I'm moving slow
(Off the drank I'm moving slow)
Wishing you were here with me
(Really hate to see you go)
I'll stand strong so Rest In Peace
(Rest in peace Chan Will)