I can remember, it was a Sunday afternoon
If you surrender I hope it's gonna be real soon
It's getting harder but I am stronger it's my room
And all around me, in everything that I assume
And it's amazing when I was low you brought me down
I get reminded every time I come around
And if I leave now you must forgive me when I stay
I couldn't help it, I couldn't make you go away, yeah
And after everything you get away with it
I'm getting so upset
You pull me up and down
I'm just too heavy now
You throw me on the ground
It's unpredictable
I can't believe it, it seems so long ago this week
When I admit it I know there's no one left to beat
And if I make you come around with me again
You know I'm sorry, I didn't mean to change your plans, yeah
And after everything you get away with it
I'm getting so upset
You pull me up and down
I'm just too heavy now
You throw me on the ground
It's unpredictable
I'm dead, I'm tired but I'm dead
I'm dead, I'm fired but I'm dead
What I earned it's already paid, I think my summer is a shed
I care for everything I made
It was those demons in my head
And now that everything is said I hope to get you here
To come with me instead