From the Start Video (MV)

I shoulda known it love they were showing was fake from the start
Nxggas was smiling in my face but they had hate they heart
Don't wanna see me get no shine rather see me in the dark
No one to talk to, so these drugs help with depression
If I love you, please baby don't second guess it
I got blood in my eyes it comes from deep depression
It's nxggas who claim they want my life they see me they gon stretch me

Why the f*ck she never cared for me the way I cared for her?
Why the f*ck they never there for me the way im there for them?
I got angles dead and gone, look to the sky shed tears for them
He ain't really bout this life look in his eyes see fear in him
They said I would neva leave the streets because my chances slim
I ain't never count no favor dawg but I took care of them
Had to put my back against the wall nobody there for him
Quan died by an opposition, gotta spin for him (Gotta spin again')
Coulda really lost my life when they tried to spray
I know my dawg gon keep it silence if the cops try to raid-aid aid
Gotta keep my Glock on me that's how it gotta be
In the streets playing with my life like its monopoly
I escape nights in them trenches it ain't no stopping me
They may never give me my credit I know they watching me
I was just down on my last I got that gwap on me' every time I walk in the party
I got a knot on me
Heartbroken heartbroken, going through a lot right now but I don't show it
Fighting these demons every day you just don't know it
If a nigga ever up that pipe he gotta blow it

I shoulda known it love they were showing was fake from the start
Nxggas was smiling in my face but they had hate they heart
Don't wanna see me get no shine rather see me in the dark
No one to talk to, so these drugs help with depression
If I love you, please baby don't second guess it
I got blood in my eyes it comes from deep depression
It's nxggas who claim they want my life they see me they gon stretch me