I just wanna be myself yeah
I don't know what to do no
Think I really need some help but
I feel like I been confused whoa
Thought I was up to the plan but it gets small
I'll either die from these drugs or the withdrawal
Jumping off a building like a mother f*cking parkour
Adrenaline is up I ain't stopping for no water
She got the brain giving head but I'm really smarter
Let me get right back to the conversation
F*ck it think my life's short so I'll probably waste it
Nah I can't detox what
Always got me sketched out like I see cops
They gone say you can't do it maybe he's not
Talking stupid like these other mother f*ckers
Sugarcoating everything undercover suckers
Sit around the house never going out
What you see is what you know about
That's play of words I can slay a verse right now
It's a different feeling
Baby girl is my fan like she in the ceiling
Put me in a trance never let go of my hands
Staring so long at my gray wall
Love me until I may fall
Everyday is a problem going awol
And I love you so much that's to mom and dad
Think about really all the good times we had
But now I gotta go don't find it sad
I been too lost need to find a new path at a new cost
Catching touchdowns like I do Moss
Never slowing down in my lane blue nos
When I'm up in my feelings let the noose caught
My neck for my death f*ck a check only Nike's
On my set money coming like a squirter
Talking that shit you I never even heard of yeah
Why you salty like the sea
When I pull up on the scene
I don't know what you mean
Put the world in ya hands
Don't give it to me
I just wanna be myself and get some clear water
Tryna turn my ways but I can't steer harder
The devil ain't a joke got the coke and beer lager
Everything I fear is what we live in
Never wanted to go but now I'm driven if I want
Paradise have to go for the top can't be scared of heights
Get to folding the guap till I see glaring lights and a
Home that I bought four hundred degrees let em soak
In the pot too dope like someone tryna smoke on some rock
People judging acting like they know what is not
Right and wrong so I write a song tell em how I feel
F*ck em all this a place I don't belong
With all the hate it made me the same
Put my soul in the lawn