Young Ray - Head Vs Heart Lyrics

So many days of looking at the sky
Searching for answers or a reason why
Wish I could change things I push to the side
Need to find myself so I'll come back alive
I've been hiding who I am and who I wanna be
Stuck in the picture of what you think of me
So many things about me I won't let you see
Trying to protect you but who's protecting me
I only trust myself because people always leave
Never been the type to try and cause a scene
Need to wake myself out this never ending dream
Gotta break these chains and then I will be free
So many days of looking at the sky
Searching for answers or a reason why
Wish I could change things I push to the side
Need to find myself so I'll come back alive
You say you always want me yeah yeah yeah you want me
I know you only want me yeah when you feeling lonely
I know you live a life full around some homies
All this love you show to me girl I know it's phony
You been around for a while you just know the old me
You say you know whats on my mind you can't even show me
I hide what I feel no one can control me
You say you want us that's not how it seems to me
So many days of looking at the sky
Searching for answers or a reason why
Wish I could change things I push to the side
Need to find myself so I'll come back alive
Emotions everywhere you're feeling over whelmed
Live with no regrets but I regret how I felt
Sat up on the sidelines and watched your heart melt
Should of considered the damage I dealt
Freeze up when I see you had to write this instead
Feeling like I sent you straight down the wrong path
Never would of imagined we'd be down this bad
Wasting all this time searching for what we already had