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I feel so alone sometimes
Theres no one I can talk to theres no wonder why
I feel so alone sometimes
No one picks up the phone sometimes when I try
I feel so alone sometimes
They won't even pretend to look in my eyes
I feel so alone sometimes
It's nothing i'm ashamed of why would I lie

I'm done depending on anyone (I'm done)
I'm done giving anyone anything (I'm done)
I'll be good I can get it done on my own I be in my zone, I'm about my work, work, work
Aint no days off I work, work, work
I go hard til it hurts, hurts, hurts
Thats cuz I know my worth, worth, worth
Aint no stoppin my moves in this thang (move)
They must have me confused in this thang (move)
Ain't no changin my mind, mind, mind
Ain't no changin my views in this thang (ooh, ooh)
I can decide, I don't need u at my side (I don't)
I can subtract and divide
Leave me alone, I need a clone, (just let me be) yes the position I sit at is high
But every now and then even I gotta put my foot to the earth (not again)
And thats when all the hate comes from as far back as my birth (it's happening again)
I try not to pay em no mind, I try not to give em no focus, my situation is hopeless
I try to hide it but im sure you noticed

I feel so alone sometimes
Theres no one I can talk to theres no wonder why
I feel so alone sometimes
No one picks up the phone sometimes when I try
I feel so alone sometimes
They won't even pretend to look in my eyes
I feel so alone sometimes
It's nothing i'm ashamed of why would I lie

Yea i know its sad
This ain't the view I always had
I'm just a product of betrayl
No I won't bore you with details
Just know that I be depressed
It be so much on my chest
I just be drownin' sometimes (yea, yea)
I know its bad for my health
I keep it all to myself (yea, yea, yea)
I fantasize, daily bout ending it all
What would it solve, how do u measure a man
I wanna tell u it all, that was the plan, I know u won't understand
So I smile, I show my teeth off (don't look at me)
Ups and downs, life is a see saw
I've become so good an actor I've started studying film
I deserve an award
Til then i'll record
All the thoughts that I can't escape cuz I know ur thinkin em same as me
I KNOW that it hurts when you bite your tongue
Its even a pain to see

Yea
Yea yea, yea yea, yea yea, yea yea
I don't know
I won this pack of little green army men at this little thing in Arlington
And it just sits on top my dresser (wait, was it Arlington)
I don't talk to my mom that often
(I think it was Arlington)
God bless her
Nobody loves you, your just gonna die
(Was it Charlottesville or, nah it had to be Arlington, right? You were there)